Holiday Reality

If my dream, plan, hope, fantasy, or whatever you like to call it for the holiday is the description of heaven, then my reality would be hell. Basically, absolutely nothing I predicted happened. I went to this Xiemen place instead of Japan. It wasn't very bad but it is like hell compare to Japan. Furthermore, because we traveled the whole break, I didn't get to visit some aunts and uncles for red envelopes. The rest of break is filled of nothing but boredom. Didn't watch movie, didn't play ball, didn't do nothing. All I did is stare in the space thinking and doing nothing at all. BUT, through this, I realized many things that I never thought about, understand many truth that may be once hidden or concealed from me. (OK, that sounds a bit too deep...) I caught this stupid fever right when I return and got really sick. I skipped the practice test because of this ridiculous sickness. Glad that there is no homework for the break. Awesome. I get to sleep like 80% of the day.  So again, like I said, dream is always WAYYYYYYY above reality, and when things happen, people feel the free fall to the ground. Stress is accumulating even when I am thinking or even typing like now. I surely do hope I don't hit hard on the reality for the rest of the year, especially when I hold great expectations.