A Realistic View of Life

People change as time change. Their view of the world gets more and more constricted to known facts. Soon, people's sentimental sense grows duller as time pass by. In the aging process, the creative ideas held when one is a kid no longer stays. However, I realize I am an exception from the popular trend. In fact, I depart more from reality as grow older. When I was a kid, I wanted to be a firefighter driving a yellow small car (taxi??) Now, I think that I am going to boost into one of those rich people just by finding some cancer cure. Theoretical speaking, my dream now is actually less realistic. I grew an increasingly optimistic view as I grow up, but apparently, in order to be realistic, the only way is to be pessemistic. After learning the complexity of the world, like I said earlier,  means you start to lose happiness and become pessemistic.